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Coral had never seen something similar before. Out of all the people she had ever met, sheâs seen plenty of breakdowns, plenty of clients snapping at herâŚbut this? She was not prepared for this.
This had started because Coral made a joke. Something small. Something normal. ENAâs laughter had glitched halfway through, and she had gone meanie again, smile on one side, silent fury on the other. Then she left the room.
She approached the door and knocked once, gently. âENAâŚ?â
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âŚsilence.
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âI didnât mean to upset you. IâŚI didnât know that would set you off like that.â
Strange sounds came from the other side of the door - glitched, garbledâŚthey almost made Coral perk up in alarm, out of worry for ENAâŚ
She stayed by the door a little longer, hoping, willing, some response to break through the silence.
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"ENA, pleaseâŚjust talk to me." Coral murmured. Her voice cracked with the weight of frustration and fear. "I didnât mean for it to go this way. I justâŚI made a joke."
Another minute passed. Then another.
Just as she was about to turn away, a sharp thump struck the other side of the door. Coral flinched.
âENA?â she whispered.
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Another thud. And then the sound of something dragging across the floor. Something heavy.
Her pulse spiked. âENA, are youâŚare you okay? Please, just say something.â
And then: a voice.
âI donât want to be a joke.â
It was distorted. Glitched. The syllables dragged like they were being yanked underwater. The dark tone of ENAâs voice, murky and hard-edged.
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âI know, ENAâŚâ Coral said, voice trembling. âI know, and I wasnât laughing at you. I just wanted to make you smile. I'm sorry.â
âWell youâre not very good at it.â ENA growled from behind the door. âIf you wanted someone stable, you shouldnât have chosen me. â
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Those words hit Coral like a slap. She could hear the cogs grinding in her own head.
âI didnât choose you because you were stable!â she shot back, louder than she meant. âI chose you because I care about you. Because I want you. Even when you spiral. Even when itâs hard. Doesnât that matter?â
There was a pause. Coral thought- hoped, that maybe, finally, she was getting through.
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Then came ENAâs reply: soft, sarcastic, a tired echo.
âCongratulations. Youâve adopted a crisis.â
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Coral staggered back a step. Her breath caught in her throat.
âI didnât come here to fix youâŚâ she said, her voice starting to shake. âBut I canât keep doing this if Iâm the only one trying.â
No reply this time.
The silence pressed against her like a wall. ENA was still on the other side, but emotionally, she felt a thousand miles away.
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Coral clenched her fists. Her throat tightened. Her eyes burned.
âI needâŚI need a second.â Coral whispered. âIâm going to the couch. JustâŚplease come out when youâre ready.â
She took a breath and stepped away, feeling the emotional pressure claw at her ribs. But as soon as her footsteps began to fade from the hallwayâŚ
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It was sharp. Panicked. ENAâs voice cracked at the edges, layered and distorted.
Coral froze.
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âYouâre leavingâŚâ ENA said, the accusation low, but trembling. âThatâs what this is. Youâre leaving me. Isn't it? You'reâŚyou're finally tired of me!â
Coral turned halfway back toward the door. âNo, Iâm not leaving you. I justâŚI need space. Just a minute.â
âBut thatâs what people say before they do. â ENAâs voice glitched, fluttered, tried to stay steady. âThey say it like itâs small, like itâs not the same thing, but it is. You're leavingâŚyou're gonna leave me hereâŚâ
The sound of her shifting behind the door; closer. A soft thud, as if she sat down right against it.
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âYouâre like all the othersâŚâ she muttered. âYou try to be patient. You act like Iâm not hard to be around. And then one day, your patience is gonna crack. Today was the day, was it not? I-I'm sorry, Coral. I take it all back. I'm sorry. Please forget about thisâŚâ
Coralâs eyes closed. Her hand hovered at her chest, trying to calm her racing heart. Sheâs never heard her be like this, she was always soâŚharsh and rude andâŚnot like this.
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âIt doesnât work like that, ENA. Iâm not them.â she said, trying to keep her voice soft, but firm. âBut Iâm not made of stone either. I need a second so I can keep being here.â
If she kept entertaining this, ENA would just get worse. Standing her ground may help the both of them.
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Silence again. Only for a beat.
ââŚThatâs when they shun me away.â ENA whispered.
Coral blinked.
âThatâs when they shoo me away. Pray for my punishment. Wish for my disappearance.â She laughed, but it was hollow, frayed at the ends. âMaybe itâs better that way.â
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Coral snapped before she could stop herself. âDonât you dare say that.â Her fists trembled. âYou think I want some sterilized, perfect version of you? You think Iâd go through all of this if I didnât care about you - just as you are?â
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A glitchy gasp from behind the door.
âI donât know what people care about,â ENA said, her words barely above a mumble. âNot really. I just try to reflect what they want. What you want. But if Iâm wrong âŚâ
Her voice cracked akin to static.
ââŚthen Iâm just something people leave.â
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Coralâs heart sank. She stepped forward again, resting her palm flat against the wooden door.
âIâm not leaving.â she told her in a quiet voice. âIâm right here. Iâm just tired. I'm overwhelmed. This has happened far too many timesâŚI can't bear to have this happen again. To you, to us. I can't. Iâll sit on that couch and wait as long as you need me to, but I wonât walk through that door. Not unless you do it first.â
Nothing came through for a long moment. Then Coral heard the faintest sound, like ENA had leaned her head against the door too.
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That was when Coral finally stepped away; not out of rejection, but out of love. Giving ENA space while showing she was still nearbyâŚstill choosing her.
She backed away slowly. One foot, then the other. As soon as she turned the corner and dropped onto the couch, her composure shattered. Her hands flew to her face. Her breathing was uneven. She didnât want ENA to see her like this. Maybe thatâs why ENA never came out when she was like this. Because being seen broken was unbearable.
âIâm tiredâŚâ Coral whispered to no one, âNo more, I can't do this no moreâŚâ
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She blinked back the feeling that she was failing again. This kept happening. Episodes. Outbursts. Spirals. And every time, Coral wanted to be the steady one. The anchor. But it never felt like enough. Every time this happened, she could feel her patience slowly chip off. Bit by bit. She had no idea what she was going to do once ENA inevitably pushed her over the edge.Â
It was something so stupid⌠but to ENA, it wasn't. To ENA, this was a big deal. So she made a big deal out of it.
Coral lowered her face into her hands. âIâm tryingâŚâ she whispered, mostly to herself. âI swear, Iâm trying so hard.â
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A thin fax reel unspooled from her head, right in the middle where her hair parted.Â
Once Coral had found the strength to notice the fax paper, she grabbed it, and her tired eyes read through those words, written in a pitch black ink that moved as if it had a mind of its own.
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[PATCH AVAILABLE]
ENA - Estimated emotional stability improvement: 87%
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The text dissolved into images; first, a 2D grid of functions and bullet points: Reduces emotional volatility, Smooths interpersonal logic jumps, Eliminates non-functional spirals, Normalizes affection thresholdsâŚ
From the center of the fax the ink moved and changed shape to a rotating, drawn model of ENA, smiling softly, perfectly symmetrical. No flicker, no blur, no trouble. Her limbs moved with machine grace.Â
Coralâs throat tightened.
This version of ENA didnât look hurt. Didnât look difficult. She looked like someone who knew how to be held. How to be loved. How to make friends.
Her gaze dropped to the re-forming words on the edge of the paper:
Would you like to install now?
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Coral froze, her heartbeat in her ears.
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Was this help? Was this betrayal?
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ENA didnât even have a choice. If Coral wanted to do thisâŚshe could, without even asking her.
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Was this how much ENAs mattered to others? They didnât even get a choice? Just a task, a job?
She wasnât even sure what ENA was. A robot? A machine? A programmed entity?Â
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She could feel the orange of her corals fade out when she saw that this fax was signed by the boss himself. How was this possible? He wasnât even born yetâŚwas he?
No. No, no, no. This had to be some kind of trick. A cruel game her mind was playing on her again. ENA wasnâtâŚshe wasnât just a mindless entity. Not some hollow thing that could be programmed, switched on and off, controlled.
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She chose things. She laughed, got angry, made mistakes. She had quirks. Preferences. She had favorite foods. She sleeps, has dreams. She hugged back whenever embraced. Her limbs relaxed when she held her.
âŚshe wished she could hold her right now.
Coral's eyes stung with tears. From her cheeks they fell, onto the paper, smudging the image of that perfect ENA drawn on paper.
Easier to talk to. Easier to love.
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She'll feel better. They will both feel better.
âŚNo. Coral tossed the paper in her hand away, not even looking at where it landed.
She looked again at the door, the silence behind it loud enough to hum.
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She just wanted her to come out.
On the other side of the door, ENA trembled. Her vision shimmered with static as her thoughts fractured into sharp, spiraling fragments. She couldnât believe Coral had said that. No⌠she didnât want to believe it . The words echoed through her like a broken record, looping over and over, growing louder with every repetition.
She doesnât want me. Sheâs tired of me. She wants out.
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Her jaw clenched. Her fists balled tight. She paced in circles before collapsing to her knees, the sound of her uneven breathing glitching in and out of her mouth like faulty audio. The red side of her face was frozen in its mockery of calm, while the lighter half twitched, contorted, warped in rage and disbelief.
âHow could she-!â ENA snarled through clenched teeth, grabbing at her hair. Her hands clawed through the strands, yanking hard. They snapped apart in her grasp like broken code, floating, disappearing into flickering particles. Her scream glitched out halfway through, distorting into static and echo.
She needed to do something. Smash something. Prove she was real , not just some weird little thing Coral could pity or fix. She stumbled to her feet and threw a towel across the room. It was soft, useless. Not enough.
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Her form glitched violently, limbs contorting and stiffening, her voice pitching up and down as if both sides were trying to speak over one another. She kicked over a stool. Shoved medicine off a nearby shelf. Her entire body was a chaotic blur now; code unraveling, restitching, slipping out of control. Her face cracked, pink liquid oozing out.
âWhy would she say that? Why would she say that ?!â Her voice contorted mid-sentence, leaping in pitch before skipping altogether, caught in a loop of pain and disbelief.
Her pacing turned frantic. Her limbs twitched, her movements stuttered, and her form glitched with every breath she took. Finally, she lurched toward the bathroom mirror, its frame trembling slightly in her wake as the distortion around her grew stronger.
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She stared at herself.
The warped reflection flickered back at her- Her visage was not dual-colored anymore, instead showing an unnerving shade of green. Her eyes sunk into her face, leaving only two mismatched irises staring at the abyss in her reflectionâs pupils. Her face stuttered in and out of symmetry- She couldnât even tell what she was anymore.
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Her hands clenched at her sides, glitching in and out of form. The longer she stared, the more monstrous her image became; fragmented, wrong. Like a malformed shadow trying to mimic a person. Like someone pretending to understand love.
âDonât reflect meâŚ.â
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With a burst of rage, ENA screamed, raw and fragmented, and drove her fist into the mirror.
The glass shattered instantly, spreading out from the point of impact in a loud CRACK. Shards rained down to the tiles, tiny reflections of her broken self now scattered all over the floor.
She stood there, hand bleeding, glitching in and outâŚstaring at what remained.
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So many pieces. So many versions of her.
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Not one of them was lovable.
Coral was practically dying inside. She couldnât believe she almost considered patching ENAâŚ
What she feels canât be changed with a single patch, sheâs not something that is so easily fixable, sheâs not a toy, an objectâŚto Coral, sheâs not. She could cry and scream until her voice processor gave out, she could hug her so tight her breath would hitch, laugh so heartily and hold her so closeâŚsomething that cannot think for itself cannot do any of that.
Coral drew in a shaky breath, trying to calm the churn of panic inside her. She just had to wait, had to trust that ENA would come out of the bathroom in her own time. Maybe she just needed a moment alone.
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and then she heard it.
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The sound hit Coral like lightning. Instinct flared, sending her leaping up from the couch, eyes wide with dread.
âENA?!â
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Her panic spiked. ENA might be hurt. She couldnât just wait.
âENA!â Coral rushed to the bathroom, pounding on the door with a desperate force. âENA, talk to me! Open the door!â
She grabbed for the doorknob, twisting hardâŚit was locked.
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Her voice nearly broke. âENA! Open the door NOW!!â
She was already bracing to kick the door down.
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âENA!! OPEN THE DOOR!!!â
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Just as Coral lunged forward, ready to break the door open with her shoulder, she heard the soft click of the lock turning. The door cracked open, and there stood ENAâŚ
âŚbut Coralâs momentum was unstoppable.
âWait- ENA, WATCH OUT!â
But the warning came too late.
Coral crashed straight into her, sending them both sprawling to the floor in a tangled heap.
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âUrghâŚEâŚENAâŚâ Coral groaned, pushing herself up on shaky elbows, eyes scanning ENA in a panic.
At first glance, ENA seemed fine, her skin back to its usual split of vibrant red and white, nothing visibly broken, nothing bleedingâŚbut something was wrongâŚvery wrong.
She just stood there, limp, her mouth parted, in her wide eyes a flickering, distorted static that buzzed through the silent room.
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Coralâs heart sank, her breath caught in her throat, the quiet static of ENAâs frozen code louder than any scream.
ânoâŚoh noâŚâ
Terror surged through her as she scooped the saleswoman into her arms, her hat falling off of her head. ENA felt heavy, her limp arms dangling, her body sprawled against the cold tiles.
âENA!â Coral shook her frantically. âENA, say something!â
Just then, Coralâs eyes widened at a familiar sound. She looked upâŚ
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Kero-kero! Kero-kero!
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Snatching up the cup and cord, she pressed it to her ear.
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âENA CRASHED!â Coral blurted, making Froggy yelp on the other end.
âI can hear you just fine without the shouting, you know!? UghâŚwhat now? ENA causing you more trouble again?â
âYes! I meanâno! No, noâŚactually, itâs my fault this timeâŚâ Coralâs voice shook as she fought the urge to just curl up on the bathroom floor and bawl her eyes out. âIâŚI was playing around with her, and a joke went over her head. She got upset, snapped at me, and locked herself in the bathroom. Then she had a breakdown. I told her I wouldnât talk to her until she calmed down, but that just made things worse! Now sheâs broken the mirror, I thought she hurt herselfâŚI-I tried to get inside-â
âWhoa, whoa, slow down.â Froggy interrupted, his tone superior and condescending. âYouâre acting like this is a big deal. Iâve seen her crash way worse than this. Honestly, how do you even manage to deal with her and not know she does this? Just give her system a minute to reboot and sheâll be fineâŚwell, as fine as she gets.â
âI-Iâm sorryâŚShe never acted like this with meâŚâ
âAnd now she did. Treat yourself to one of her lovely post-crash moping sessions.â
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With a frustrated groan, Coral yanked the string from the cup, the force tearing a hole through it before hurling it across the room. She buried her face in her hands and let out a muffled scream, the sound muted against her palms.
Why did everything have to happen to her? Why was she always the one who had to deal with this?
Her breath hitched as she exhaled shakily, eyes drifting down to her legs. The cup had landed right between them, the torn hole rendering it useless.
She picked it up with unsteady hands, turning it over as her hiccups softened.
This was how ENA felt; broken. Worthless. Like all she was good for, was her intended purposeâŚand even thenâŚthe way others treated herâŚ
âŚThe thought made tears prick sharply at the corners of her eyes.
Coral gathered herself to get up, and with ENA in her arms, she made her way out of the bathroom to set her limp body down on the couch.
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âŚShe needed a smoke.
Coral snatched the cigarette pack from the coffee table and lit one with her pocket lighter before stepping outside, shutting the door softly behind her.
ENA had never acted like this before. Was it the job wearing her down? Did she really need that update after all? Coral wasnât sure anymore. She only wanted to fix her gaze on the horizon and let it be the only thing that mattered, if only for this moment. Even if her hands were still shaking, even if tears were streaming down her face.Â
She cared for ENA, she really did. At first, she didnât; she found her annoying, rather. But the more she spoke with her, the more she found out there was a world inside. The more she saw her, the more she wanted to know. It felt like a secret only she knew.
If only it was easierâŚif only she was easier.
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Even that girl that she hired, Taski MaidenâŚ? Was that her name? Probably. She spoke so lowly of ENA, even though Coral was more than certain that ENAâs bolts were fastened tighter than that ladyâs.Â
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Coral took another slow drag, letting the smoke curl upward into the cooling air. It stung her throat, but she welcomed the burn. Anything was better than the knot twisting in her chest.
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She thought about the way Taski had smirked, those little critters in her aguayo shaking their heads whenever ENAâs name came up. It made Coralâs blood prickle under her skin. Taski didnât see ENA the way she did. No one really did.
It wasnât just about loyaltyâŚmore likeâŚrecognition. Coral had seen the small, quiet moments no one else bothered to notice. The way ENA would mix words to find the right one, or always talk in metaphorsâŚ
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But latelyâŚthose moments felt rarer. Replaced by something different. Coral didnât know if it was exhaustion, or wear, or just the slow erosion that came from being alive too long without a break.
Her cigarette burned low. She pressed the butt out against the railing, flicking the ash into the breeze. She wanted to tell ENA she was still there, still on her side; but lately, she couldnât even tell if ENA would listen.
And yetâŚshe still wanted to try.
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âŚThere wasnât much more to say, or to think about. And Coral thought it was best that way.
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She turned around, twisting the doorknob open to return to the warmth of her apartmentâŚ
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the paper that Coral forgot to dispose of.
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âW-whatâŚ?â ENA looked like she had been reading that paper for at least a dozen times.
âE-ENA- wait- t-this isnât what it looks like-â Coral tried to evade the inevitable, putting her hands up, but that only made ENAâs grievances shift onto her.
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âOhhh, of course it isnât,â ENA said, her tone dripping venom. â...Because it just coincidentally looks EXACTLY like it is!â ENA shot up to her feet, shoving the paper into Coralâs face, making it crinkle under the pressure of her claws. âThis, THIS , is what you want to do to me?! What, you think Iâm some kind of toy you can tinker with ?!â With a sharp, splintering crack, ENA tore the paper in half, again, and again, turning it to smithereens that scattered on the ground. âNO! Not a CHANCE! What do you even think I am ? And you still expect me to buy that youâre different from management?!â
âNo no no, ENA, wait, please , let me explainââ Coral squeaked, hands flying up to shield her face.
âOhhh, of course ! the classic âplease let me explainâ line!â ENA drawled, her tone razor-sharp. âIf you hated me, you could have just said so!â She grabbed Coralâs wrist, yanking her hands down so she could stare straight into her eyes. âBut nooo, apparently even you think youâre above basic communication! Just send me straight to HR next time will you?!â
âI-Iâve tried , ENA! I do try to talk to you, but you get like this! I thought this might make you feel better!â Coral pleaded, voice shaking.
â Better ? Thisââ ENA flung her free hand toward the shredded mess on the floor, ââthis is your idea of better? Whatâs next, a fruit basket and a pink slip?!â
âNO! ITâS NOT! ITâS NOT, ALRIGHT? IâM SORRY! WHAT ELSE DO YOU WANT ME TO SAY TO YOU?!â Coralâs voice cracked as she finally snapped. âIâM SORRY!â
âSORRY?â ENA barked out a bitter laugh. âOhhh, wonderful- thank you for your verbal sticky note ! Iâll just file that in the trash with all the other empty apologies!â
By now, their voices were bouncing off the walls; they were way past talking. This was turning into a full-on screaming match.
âPlease, just stop !â Coral pleaded, desperation staining her voice. âI didnât sign anything ! I wouldnât have! Not without your permission! Why else would it be lying on the ground when you found it? Please, ENA, just think for a second!â She was running out of breath, her words tumbling over each other in frustration as she tried, for the umpteenth time, to be the voice of reason.
âOhhh, think ? You want me to think ?â ENA scoffed, drawing herself up like she was about to deliver a quarterly report. âLetâs review the evidence, shall we? Exhibit A: a shiny little document with my name on it. Exhibit B: your guilty little face. Exhibit C: your stellar track record of âtrust me, itâs fine.ââ She spread her arms in mock presentation. âGee, wonder why Iâm not exactly sold here!â
âThatâs not fair!â Coral shot back, but ENA was already pacing, her claws gesturing like she was speaking to an incompetent intern.
âNot fair? Oh no, no, Coral, whatâs not fair is finding out my so-called âpartnerâ is apparently running her own little side project in sabotage. Do you know how that looks? Iâll tell you; like bad PR .â She stopped, glaring, her voice not even above a growl. âAnd I donât do bad PR.â
âENA, thatâs not what this isââ
âReally? Because from where Iâm standing, this looks like a hostile takeover. And you? You want to replace me, thatâs what the paper says.â She leaned in, her voice dropping to a venomous whisper. âNewsflash, sweetheart: you donât replace me. You donât get to âupdateâ me like Iâm outdated hardware. And you sure as hell donât get to play innocent when youâre caught red-handed.â
âIâm telling you I never wanted to do that, please ENA just LISTEN!â Coral didnât even bother hiding her tears anymore, her frustration reaching levels she didnât even think were possible for her to reach. âIf I wanted to sign it I would have DONE SO ALREADY!â
ââŚâ ENA grew silent at that, daggers staring Coral right in the eyes. âOh, bravo.â ENA finally hissed, her words poisoned with vitriol. âYouâve cracked the mystery, Coral. Such a clever little detective, sniffing out the obvious.â She tilted her head, smirking in a way that felt more like a threat than amusement. âBut forgive me if I donât clap for your big performance. You do love a dramatic scene, donât you?â
Coralâs throat tightened. âIâm not performing-â
âOh, of course not,â ENA cut in, her voice sliding sharper. âYouâre suffering. Poor, poor Coral. Everyoneâs so mean to you, arenât they? ExceptâŚâ She leaned in, eyes narrowing. ââŚitâs funny how people who never want to hurt anyone always manage to leave such aâŚdelightful mess behind.â
âW-What are you insinuating?â Coralâs eyes narrowed in return, as if she felt offended by ENAâs statement.
âStruck a nerve, didnât I?â She gave her a cocky smirk.
âYouâve STRUCK my nerves EVER SINCE THAT STUPID JOKE FLEW OVER YOUR HEAD.â Coral was the one that was angry now. She walked up to ENA, pointing a finger at her chest. âAll of this happened because of YOU. I got that fax paper BECAUSE OF YOUR MISDEMEANOR.â She raised her voice. â NO ONE brought this upon you BUT YOURSELF. Yet youâre always, ALWAYS blaming the nearest person. Take a GOOD LOOK at yourself, ENA.â
âOh, so now youâre saying this is all my fault?!â ENA tried to bite back.
âYES I AM.â Coralâs tone was inflexible, it cut through ENAâs voice before it could rise again. âI TRY to help you, TRY to bend over backwards for you, and you STILL find ways to be UNHAPPY! I WANT you to be loved, ENA!â her voice shook, but her eyes burned, âBut you are making it so damn difficult right now. â
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âYES, ENA! YES YOU ARE!â Coralâs voice cracked like a whip. âI apologized, I told you I was sorry, DEAL WITH IT!â
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âŚtheir breaths were ragged in the stillness of the apartment.
ENAâs expression broke into something that was clear as day.
she fucked up. big time.
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âi canât keep loving you like this.â
It wasnât shouted, or sharp. It was a muted, dull, flat admission. It crushed the air out of the room.
ENA froze, her mouth still half-formed around an apology that suddenly felt useless, while Coralâs shoulders trembled. Not from rage, but from the weight of what she just admitted. For the first time all night, neither of them knew what to say next.
âF-Forget the papers- I-IâŚIâm sorry, Coral, IâŚI w-wanna make it up to you, how can IâŚâ
âdo whatever you want.â Coral backed away from the saleswoman, her eyes hidden behind her glassesâ reflection. âiâm going to bed.âÂ
Her steps were slow, their dullness louder than any of the screams they had thrown at each other. Suddenly, ENA grabbed her wrist, trying to stop her.
âWait, please- Iâm sorryâŚâ
âlet go.â Coral tried to tug her wrist away. âplease just let go.â
Instead, ENA pulled her into a hug. Coral didnât hug back, she justâŚstood there.Â
She was so tired.
âI-I want you to forgive meâŚh-how can I make you forgive meâŚ?â ENAâs feminine voice wasnât rough or angry anymoreâŚit was almostâŚmeek. âPleaseâŚI want things to go back to normalâŚâ
Coral took a minute to reply, as ENA desperately scanned her features to try and find something, anything, that could reassure her.
âyou canât.â She finally replied, flatly. âyou canât make me forgive you. thatâs not how it works.â
ENAâs panic grew, silently. She opened her mouth to say something but, she thought better of it, remaining in silence.
âit requires time, ENA.â She continued, the abyss in her eyes staring back at the saleswoman. âand if you truly mean what youâre sayingâŚyouâll allow me that time. without pushing. without trying to control how i feel.â
ENA swallowed hard, her arrogance and anger long gone. She had no idea what to say.
Coral finally wiggled herself out of the hug and sank onto the couch, elbows on her knees, pressing her trembling hands together. ENA stood there, awkward and unsure like a dog out in the rain, not knowing if sheâd be allowed inside.
Then, slowly, she lowered herself beside Coral. She didnât touch her, didnât say anythingâŚjust sat there as if Coralâs last slivers of patience were something sacred.
After what felt like hours, Coralâs voice came, a little less flat. ââŚI donât hate you, ENA.â
Something in ENAâs shoulders loosened. She swallowed hard, eyes stinging. ââŚThen can Iââ she hesitated, almost flinching at her own boldness, ââŚcan I stay here? Next to you?â
Coral didnât answer with words. She just leaned into ENA, resting her head against her shoulder. It wasnât forgiveness, not like ENA would take it as such, not yetâŚbut it was permission.
ENAâs breath shook as she wrapped an arm around her, holding her carefully.Â
ââŚIâm not going anywhere.â Coral finally murmured.
For the first time that night, ENA finally believed her.
And that was enough.